My Problems

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 05:20:08 GMT

Hmm.
Im alright I guess.
I learned who and what I am.
And I'm happy about it.

For once im really happy to be where I am at and feeling the way I do.
I live with him again.

I'm thinking about getting a new LJ I think I will do that now, I will add that in here in a bit.

I love so many of you, and I'm always going to be here for you all.

^__^

also Im commissionless :}

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Its Starts

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 21:02:07 GMT

Sooo Im saving money to get a car yay.

Sooooo After my commission hiatus I will be taking commissions to help me get a car...-sighs-
Gotta save 1000$+ I have about 500$ atm

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 05:26:32 GMT

These mood waves are kicking my ass.
Its horrible.
FU PMS.

-sighs-

Maybe I should leave completely, save alot of trouble for people.

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 00:03:31 GMT

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel bad.

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 05:29:22 GMT

Thank you so much....

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:58:01 GMT

Sometimes I wonder if its really okay...

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 04:34:46 GMT

so my brother got me a cellphone..
I have free text, incomnig calls and free talking after 9...

if anyone wants my number ask me :D

Uhmm

Thu, 21 May 2009 05:08:31 GMT

Yeah I'm super sick again.
Sinus infection.

-snuffles- Someone shoot me e.e

Commissions-
1.Hera-Ref-Sketched
2.Redrum-Ref-Sketched
3.BlackFeathr- LJ icon-Sketched
4.SomeoneIforgotname-Badge-not started

Eh

Sat, 09 May 2009 21:48:32 GMT

I just dont care anymore. :}

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 05:46:06 GMT

God all des bitches and hos.
Fucking sick man
dem bitches and hos.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 22:36:05 GMT

FUCKING SICK JUST FUCKING SICK.
People wtf is wrong with you.
HAVING SEX WITH ANIMALS IS FUCKING WRONG.
Jesus.
Those animals DO NOT HAVE A choice if they want your dick in them.
People just fucking gross me out.
I hope you burn in hell you sick fucking bastards.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:49:56 GMT

Fuck you wh.
You're full of shit.

Right now

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 16:34:08 GMT

So my dad and my step mom are most likely gonna divorce or well separate since shes just a lazy bitch. She thinks collecting unemployment is okay thing to do and not get a job but she complains about my brother being here and not having a job but at least hes look for one and trying to.

So my dad is getting super annoyed on how she keeps trying to take care of my dad and push us away from him. My dad wont let that happen.

So a few days ago she walked up to my brother telling him that its his fault that there marriage is falling apart when my dad told her that really its her fault because she doesn't try, and all she wants to do is try to take care of him and my dad hates when people try to do that.

So now my dad sleeps in the living room on the floor and she sleeps upstairs in the bed but my dad doesn't exactly seem to care all that much since he likes the floor.

Right now we're trying to get 500$ together to get us a van because when she leave or if she leave most likely we wont have a car. We found one for 500$ and its nice but no money atm. Also we wont have any furniture in the living room and many other places since in the long many years of all this bull shit are stuff magically poofed I dunno.

but yeah this is life now and I dunno how I should feel.

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 19:13:59 GMT

http://news.deviantart.com/article/69301/
-great...
just fucking awesome.
e.e

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 17:19:29 GMT

I dont like holidays oh well.
so really I dont want to hear what your lover is gunna get you or how your sexs is gunna be just because its v-day ITS NOT A BIG DEAl shesh people
I work at wal-mart so I'm annoyed sorry.

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 15:09:24 GMT

ow.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 16:29:13 GMT

deleteing people

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:11:05 GMT

I'm gunna start deleting people from my LJ so you know

The pain

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:10:16 GMT

I can't take the pain in my mouth anymore. I just want to yank out the tooth myself if I could, but its a back molar. I don't sleep, I cant think I just want the pain to go away.
I still dont have enough money to get it pulled its 300$.
My mom said she was sending me 100$ but shes all screwed up too.
so that means I still need about 180$
I can't stop crying the pain is getting to me.

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 05:13:53 GMT

Fuck you. :}

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 19:42:32 GMT

I guess it starts here.
The tooth that is rotting in the back of my mouth either needs a root canal or to be pulled.
Well I dont have 1000$ for that.
So bye bye tooth... and that is almost 300$
And I have to do it soon, I'm fucked awesome.
I'm gunna have to pull my commission out of my ass so fast I'm gunna die or well, try my best to do anything.
The pain is horrific besides having tmj or whatever.

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 09:11:17 GMT

this pain is so horrific I cant take it I can't sleep no matter what I do it doesn't seem to help.
I cry in pain because it gets so bad, I had to come home from work because I couldn't stop crying. I'm writing this right now because well, it hurts and I can't sleep.
someone shoot me. please.

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 05:23:25 GMT

I'm actually scared to come back...

I might

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:46:02 GMT

I might come back to wh.
As long as no one harrasses me when I get back or just leaves me alone
I realized its not fair for leaving the way I did, specially for my friends, I didn't think about them and that was wrong.
But I still dunno, I can tell already people will be mean to me if I come back.

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 04:15:13 GMT

So I went to ugent care because of the pain.
I have Trigeminal Neuralgia.
Only 1 out of 15,000 people get it.
it hurts like hell but they gave me some meds :}