Hmm.
Im alright I guess.
I learned who and what I am.
And I'm happy about it.

For once im really happy to be where I am at and feeling the way I do.
I live with him again.

I'm thinking about getting a new LJ I think I will do that now, I will add that in here in a bit.

I love so many of you, and I'm always going to be here for you all.

^__^


also Im commissionless :}

http://merrmachine.livejournal.com/<--------------------- GOOOOOOOO

Sooo Im saving money to get a car yay.

Sooooo After my commission hiatus I will be taking commissions to help me get a car...-sighs-
Gotta save 1000$+ I have about 500$ atm

These mood waves are kicking my ass.
Its horrible.
FU PMS.

-sighs-

Maybe I should leave completely, save alot of trouble for people.

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel bad.

Thank you so much....

Sometimes I wonder if its really okay...

so my brother got me a cellphone..
I have free text, incomnig calls and free talking after 9...

if anyone wants my number ask me :D

Yeah I'm super sick again.
Sinus infection.

-snuffles- Someone shoot me e.e

Commissions-
1.Hera-Ref-Sketched
2.Redrum-Ref-Sketched
3.BlackFeathr- LJ icon-Sketched
4.SomeoneIforgotname-Badge-not started

I just dont care anymore. :}

God all des bitches and hos.
Fucking sick man
dem bitches and hos.

FUCKING SICK JUST FUCKING SICK.
People wtf is wrong with you.
HAVING SEX WITH ANIMALS IS FUCKING WRONG.
Jesus.
Those animals DO NOT HAVE A choice if they want your dick in them.
People just fucking gross me out.
I hope you burn in hell you sick fucking bastards.

Fuck you wh.
You're full of shit.

So my dad and my step mom are most likely gonna divorce or well separate since shes just a lazy bitch. She thinks collecting unemployment is okay thing to do and not get a job but she complains about my brother being here and not having a job but at least hes look for one and trying to.

So my dad is getting super annoyed on how she keeps trying to take care of my dad and push us away from him. My dad wont let that happen.

So a few days ago she walked up to my brother telling him that its his fault that there marriage is falling apart when my dad told her that really its her fault because she doesn't try, and all she wants to do is try to take care of him and my dad hates when people try to do that.

So now my dad sleeps in the living room on the floor and she sleeps upstairs in the bed but my dad doesn't exactly seem to care all that much since he likes the floor.

Right now we're trying to get 500$ together to get us a van because when she leave or if she leave most likely we wont have a car. We found one for 500$ and its nice but no money atm. Also we wont have any furniture in the living room and many other places since in the long many years of all this bull shit are stuff magically poofed I dunno.

but yeah this is life now and I dunno how I should feel.

http://news.deviantart.com/article/69301/
-great...
just fucking awesome.
e.e

I dont like holidays oh well.
so really I dont want to hear what your lover is gunna get you or how your sexs is gunna be just because its v-day ITS NOT A BIG DEAl shesh people
I work at wal-mart so I'm annoyed sorry.

ow.

I'm gunna start deleting people from my LJ so you know

I can't take the pain in my mouth anymore. I just want to yank out the tooth myself if I could, but its a back molar. I don't sleep, I cant think I just want the pain to go away.
I still dont have enough money to get it pulled its 300$.
My mom said she was sending me 100$ but shes all screwed up too.
so that means I still need about 180$
I can't stop crying the pain is getting to me.

Fuck you. :}